Aitai Lonely Christmas

• Romaji

  aitai no ni aitai no ni
  kimi no kao wo nee sukoshi mitai dake
  kurisumasu wa kimi to sugoseru no kana
  konna kimochi hajimete
  
  denwa de hanasu jikan ga ne
  sukoshizutsu mijikaku natteru
  watashi wa nante hikyoumono
  matteru dake nante
  
  samishii no tada tada
  gomakashite mo suki suki
  wasureyou to shite mo suki suki suki
  kedo ne shinjite kimi no koto matteru
  sonna fuu ni iikikasete
  
  aitai no ni kuchi ni sezu ni
  kinou no yoru mo denwa wo tojita wa
  kurisumasu no purezento kau watashi
  egao na no ni setsunai
  
  mama ni wa sukoshi bareta mitai
  nandemo nai to itta dakedo
  hontou wa naite uchiaketai
  doushitara ii no ka
  
  iya na toko tada tada
  agete mite mo muri muri
  zenbu itoshikute suki suki suki
  demo ne hontou ni kurushikute yowatteru
  sonna toki denwa ga naru
  
  aitai no ni aitai no ni
  kimi no kao wo nee sukoshi mitai dake
  kurisumasu wa kimi to sugoseru no kana
  konna kimochi hajimete
  
  aitai dake aitai dake
  aitai dake yo tada aitai dake
  KURISUMASU ni hon no hitotoki de ii
  kimi ni amaete mitai
  
  aitai no ni aitai no ni
  kimi no kao wo nee sukoshi mitai dake
  kurisumasu wa kimi to sugoseru no kana
  konna kimochi hajimete
  

• Kanji

  会いたいのに　会いたいの　君の顔を　ねぇ　少し見たいだけ
  クリスマスは　君と過ごせるのかな　こんな気持ち初めて
  
  電話で話す時間がね　少しずつ短くなってる
  私はなんて卑怯者　待ってるだけなんて
  淋しいの　ただ　ただ　誤魔化しても好き　好き
  忘れようとしても好き　好き　好き
  けどね　信じて　君のこと待ってる
  そんな風に　言い聞かせて
  
  会いたいのに　口にせずに　昨日の夜も　電話を閉じたわ
  クリスマスのプレゼント買う私　笑顔なのに切ない
  
  ママには少しバレたみたい　何でもない恋だけ
  本当は泣いて打ち明けたい　どうしたらいいのか
  嫌なとこ　ただ　ただ　挙げて見ても無理　無理
  全部 愛おしくて好き　好き　好き
  でもね　本当に苦しくて弱ってる
  そんなとき電話が鳴る
  
  会いたいのに　会いたいのに　君の顔を　ねぇ　少し見たいだけ
  クリスマスは　君と過ごせるのかな　こんな気持ち初めて
  
  会いたいだけ　会いたいだけ　会いたいだけよ　ただ会いたいだけ
  クリスマスに　ほんの一時でいい　君に甘えてみたい
  
  会いたいのに　会いたいのに　君の顔を　ねぇ　少し見たいだけ
  クリスマスは　君と過ごせるのかな　こんな気持ち初めて
  
  

• Translation

  Even though I want to meet you
  Hey, I want to look a little at your face
  Can I spend Christmas with you?
  This is the first time that I've felt this way
  
  Whenever it's time to talk on the phone,
  It becomes shorter little by little
  I'm such a coward
  I only wait
  Simply, simply lonely
  I like you, I like you even if I may be deceiving
  I try to forget that I like you, I like you, I like you
  But I believe, so I'll wait for you
  Convince me in that way
  
  Even though I want to meet you
  I want to do it without talking
  Last night I shut off my phone
  I buy a Christmas present
  Even though I smile, I'm sad
  
  Even though I said I was alright,
  It seems like it's leaked out to mom by a little
  In reality, I want to cry and talk openly about it
  What do I do?
  I only, only have an unpleasant side
  It's impossible, impossible to change it even if I look up
  I love you as a whole; I like you, I like you, I like you
  But really, it's painful and I get weaker
  On such a moment, the phone ring
  
  Even though I want to meet you
  Hey, I want to look a little at your face
  Can I spend Christmas with you?
  This is the first time that I've felt this way
  
  I only want to meet you
  I only want to meet you, I only, only want to meet you
  Luckily, Christmas is just a short period of time
  I want to act spoiled towards you
  
  Even though I want to meet you
  Hey, I want to look a little at your face
  Can I spend Christmas with you?
  This is the first time that I've felt this way..